Emotions from deep undeR

Is beauty really in the eye of the beholder? These all just common universal quotes that was said to make us Ugly Betty's feel better about ourselves.

I mean I really like this one guy so much. But he has just completely broken all ties. No more silly unexpected.funloving.sweet.memorable visits. No more phone calls from the bathroom (Naughty grin). Niks'

This is why i sometimes hate being a woman. We are such emotional beings. We attach our emotions to everything so easily. Knowing that you don't always get it back in return.

The last few days has been tough. OR at least I was tough on my poor lil body. I have been turning to food recently as if it were the lethal weapon to fight back at stress. Stress kills me lately. SLEEPLESS NIGHTS.EMOTIONAL BREAKOUTS. AND SULKING.

I feel as if the loveboat will never come my way. And that I will sit a shore and look at the others sailing away into the ocean. As if i will forever be the bridesmaid. It hurts at times. Being alone.

But I know in time God will give me the strength to continue and fight the wars of love&life

LOtsa luv
FALLEN ANGEL